hey ! haih apela nasib . baru je 2 minggu keje at kfc . enjoy keje at situ tp na buat mcm mane , trpakse . ingtkn na keje bia busy ckit idop ak so tade la ak ingtkn DIE sgt then bole lupekn die . kwn2 at kfc smue sporting . bez coz dieowg buat ak hepy je . lgpon bez frens keje at situ gak . tp syg ta dpt keje same2 ngan syaa , pinaz , jue n eton . hurm , tapela utk abg ak jgak n utk my mom . rase na keje balik tp aty nie berbelah bagi . erghhh ! tape , redha . pejam celik pejam celik dh na abis bulan january dh . haih nt result kuar . nervous dohh . skrg ni blaja kete . quite oke . ckgu die pon bez la . ha jelez at alya coz die dh na test JPJ dh . means nt die dpt P . cptnye jelez tahuuu ! nie dh lame ta on FB . tah ape cter ta taw . last ble ak dpt komen dr yus . ermm . ak ta tahu dan ta phm . ak blur . ak ingt na kol die n luahkn ape yg ak rase . ak ta ckp yg ak je btol , die slh but ak nakkn kepastian dr die . ak dh ta larat tggu somethng yg tade penghujungye . ak trtanye tanye yg die still ingt ak or x .
tp ak taw die msti xsuke kalo ak kol die . ak xtaw na buat ape . ak rndukn die ,.mcm mane na buat die taw yg ak rndukn die ?? ta taw mcm mane lg na buat die taw yg ak sygkn die . knp die seksa prsaan ak mcm ni .
sakitkn aty ak . ckp na dtg ipoh tp ? im feel dissapointed u know . mlm new year ak dpt mcj dr die , 'hope thiz year will bring u happiness' . haih perli kea ?? tah ble kau mcj , ak rase bnci dgn kau . act ak ta bnci pon , ak syg kau . tp prngai kau tuhh yg buat ak bnci . kau tade prasaan lgsung ! cuba la phm aty ak . perlu k ak ckp yg ak majok ? perlu k ak ckp ak sakit aty ? perlu k ak ckp ak nk kau ? kau pnah ade saat ak prlukn kau ? ak pnah ade saat kau prlukn ak kan ? bukan ke dlu kau tanye ak ape ciri2 laki idaman ak ? ak juz nk someone yg phm ak . nahh knp skrg kau ta bole phm ak ? kau ta phm isi aty ak . kau ta phm yg ak sygkn kau coz kau tetap dgn ego kau ! ak bnci dgn ego kau tuhh . ak pon confused kau skjap mcm ni , skjap mcm tuhh . ak confused kau syg ak ataw kau hanye mainkn ak ? ape ertinye air mate mase mlm tu ? lagu dadali - d saat ak mncntaimu . yes , we've a fight . tah kadang2 ak rase bodoh coz still syg kau even kau dh buat mcm2 at ak . kau ta pnah hargai ak . ckp mcm hampeh je . bkn kau k mcj , 'kte still kwn lg kn?' . heyh , kalo kwn ade k ko mcj ak as a fren ? tanye kbr and so on ? ade ? mmg ssah ak na lpekn knangan tu tp ak cube utk lpekn kau . ak bdoa supaye Tuhan buangkn prsaan syg ak at kau . but ak buntu . baru2 ni ak mimpi ak jumpe kau . tp kau mcm ta knl ak but i know that was u . and in my dream , a girl whom is ur sis call u 'rayyan' . whats that mean ? only u know that 'rayyan' . im crying u know . think of u all the night . but u never think of me . never sms me . im waiting 4 ur sms or call but u havent do it . maybe we r not meant to be together , but im pray to Allah , plis let me forget about u if u r not my fate . but until now , i cant . i dont know y . plis let me understand . i want ur explanation or something that can make me know about our situation .
Wednesday 25 January 2012
Friday 20 January 2012
Saturday 7 January 2012
thanks 4 everything .
semalam balik keje kul 12 lbih.pnat la gak.mkn la apela,last2 tdo kul 1 lbih.then ak dpt mcj.setahu ak yg anta mcj pg2 mcm tuhh of coz la someone yg pnah jd pujaan aty ak.ble bace mcj tuhh mls nk semakkan kpale otak trus tdo,anggap je tuhh mimpi.tp realitinye pg td die mcj ak.ak pon ta taw la.aty ak berbelah bg.ta senang duduk ak dibuatnye.sbb tkot menyesal.yela,org tuhh dh la dok jauh so ble lg na jumpe kan?tp prasaan ak lawan same sndri.kjap ckp nk,kjap tkot ak ni hanye mengharap.hah kan btol!mmg die ta pnah brubah.sakitkn aty org,then buat ta tahu je.awk taw takk?haty sy ni hancur berkecai lg skali taw x?sy dh cuba buang ego sy,sy xnk awk kecewa ta dpt jumpe sy.yela ni je peluangnye.awk dh dkat ngan sy.luka ni baru nk pulih.awk....sy ni manusia yg ade prsaan.kalo awk ta nk jumpe ataw ape2 jela,jgn bg harapan palsu.xpela maybe bg awk pegi ipoh parade lg bez n lg bermakne dr jumpe ngan kwn yg awk dh buat die tunggu2.plis stop it!i hate u!sy dh cuba baik ngan awk.kadang2 sy ta paham ape yg awk nk.dlu awk pna ckp yg kte ta kan jumpe pon sampai mati,tp tup tup awk mcj sy mcm awk na jumpe sy.awk dh ilangkn kepercayaan mak sy kt awk.mak ckp awk ade bwk awek kot sbb tu awk ta nk jumpe sy.entahlah awk,sy ta taw nk ckp mcm mane lg at awk.sy dh bg byk pluang.sy mmg bodoh.setia menunggu,setia menagih janji.xpe,sy sdar sy sape.awk jgn slhkn sy nape ta bls mcj awk.sbb tu smue berpunca dr awk n thanks 4 everything.tak sangka dpt berkawan ngan awk.ye mmg slame ni sy rndu na dnga suare awk.awk nyanyikn sy mcm2 lagu.oke sy taw sy ta layak utk awk.oke smpai cni jela,tekak ni pon dh perit.aishiteru.n i want u to know dat im really love love u.
Sunday 27 November 2011
impianku :)
ha.mcm nie.sbnanye ak teringin sgt na blaja at negara org.jeles ble tgk org study at london.teringin na pegi sane.ta taw nape tp mak ta bg la.act,na further study at LONDON n amil Law.wow,its awesome.mmg dlu kcik2 na jd lawyer tp mak ta bg coz profesion tuhh kan mcm bahaye ckit utk girls.skrg nie ak mcm minat na amik Law.al maklumlah ekaun bknnye pndai mane pon.ble pk,na amik coarse ape lg?n cousin pon ade ckp try la amik law.hmm,mcm bez.dlu ble taw yg background yuna yg die amik jurusan undang2,im really proud of her.law bknnye senang.ade org kate muke ak mcm yuna.yg pliknye rmai plak ckp mcm 2 pd hal bg ak tade iras yuna pon.lbih drpd 5 org yg ckp mcm 2.maybe ak pkai selendang mcm die kot.tp memang ta same lgsung oke!ari tu mase tusyen tbe2 je yg si balqis tu ckp at ak 'eh , muke kamu mcm yuna la'.merepekla.ha,bukan psl muke same yg na amik law 2,tp sbb cita2 :) .nothing is oimpossible kan?so i'll try my luck on dat.if my dreams come true,akhamdulillah i'll be so hepy.hope keputusan ak na amik law ta slh.sekian :D
Saturday 15 October 2011
dlm aty terusik
'stiap org inginkn kbahagiaan,tp xsemestinya kte dpt capai kbahagiaan 2' .
ak xley sangkal benda 2.btol tuh.haih,knp wakk.knp?knp buad sy mcm nie?dlu awk jnji kn kte xkn psah.sy syg awk.sy setia ngan awk.sy xpna curang ngan awk.sy paham awk.sy care psl awk.tp pnah ke awk act mcm sy?buad mcm ape yg sy buat at awk?ye mmg sy ckp sy nk lupekn smue psl awk.tp awk pnah terpk k sy syg awk sgt2.sy xley nk lupekn suare awk.xley lupe saat perkenalan kte.xley lupe ble awk nynyikn utk sy.knp skrg awk xbole buad mcm 2 lg at sy??sy rindukn sgt saat2 mcm tuh.sy nk awk nynyikn utk sy mcm dlu.sumpah sy rndu moment tu.last awk nynyi mase befday sy.awk nynyi lagu aishiteru.mase 2 sy yakin yg awk masih syg sy.dan pd hary 2 jgakla sy dpt taw yg awk dpt upsi.sy mcm sronok sbb awk ckp nt awk na jumpe sy.yela kte ta pnah jmpe mase kapel,ape slhnye jmpe as a fren kn?tp saat 2 sy taw yg satu ary nt sy mgkin akn kehilangan awk.ternyata skrg ble awk da at sane,awk berubah.kate2 awk sgt menyedihkn.alasan yg awk bg lgsung ta munasabah.awk,cubela awk phm isi haty sy!cubela awk hargai sy.n dont be too ego.ye sy taw sy ta sempurna,sy ni ta cantik,tp xbole k awk menilai kesetiaan sy?sy pon xtaw knp sy bodo still syg awk pdhal awk dh bhgia ngan org lain.ble tgk org lain bhgia,aty terusik ' ak xley bhgia jgak k? ' .
dlu sy na tgglkn awk sblom sy syg awk tlalu jaoh,tp awk buad sy rase serba slh.dan skrg,awk tgglkn sy tanpa rase bslh lgsung.dlu awk ckp awk perlukn sy dlm idop awk.tp kan awk,ble awk mara sy,sy nie mcm bkn gf awk.awk buad mcm sy ni tade prsaan.sy mrajok tp awk bole kn ckp sy ni mintak simpati.hmm.sy ta mintak pon simpati awk 2.sy mintak awk phm sy.hope kwn2 ak bhgie.ak bhgie ble tgk korg bhgie.ye btol ckp syamira.kan bagus kalo kte mcm dlu,xde sdih2,xde kkcewaan.dlu bez sgt.kte owg tujuh owg hepy je slalu.mmg indah saat 2.yela lps PMR,kteowg lepak same2.kteowg share smue bnde same2.komplot same2.dlu idop hepy sgt2,ary2 glak jela kejenye ngan dieowg.kteowg cat pagar seri intan.even pnat tp kteowg ttap buad same2.yela dinding tnggi kte owg yg kne buad smue.dak2 len kureng tggl je mcm 2.lps cat,kteowg main kad UNO.bez gle la.mane taknye ade yg smpai dpt kad draw 20.hv a sweet moment at dat time.but it was gone.smuenye dh bawa hala tuju msing2.skola pon da xsame.lain sgt.sgalenye da brubah.now im alone.huh.blog ni la tmpt ak ckp bnde2 sentimental mcm ni.sape lg.kakak xde.cousin jaoh.skali skala je jumpe.hmm,now im still cant 4get about him.about his voice,about his favourite.yaa yaa.he is not mine.i know it!
ak xley sangkal benda 2.btol tuh.haih,knp wakk.knp?knp buad sy mcm nie?dlu awk jnji kn kte xkn psah.sy syg awk.sy setia ngan awk.sy xpna curang ngan awk.sy paham awk.sy care psl awk.tp pnah ke awk act mcm sy?buad mcm ape yg sy buat at awk?ye mmg sy ckp sy nk lupekn smue psl awk.tp awk pnah terpk k sy syg awk sgt2.sy xley nk lupekn suare awk.xley lupe saat perkenalan kte.xley lupe ble awk nynyikn utk sy.knp skrg awk xbole buad mcm 2 lg at sy??sy rindukn sgt saat2 mcm tuh.sy nk awk nynyikn utk sy mcm dlu.sumpah sy rndu moment tu.last awk nynyi mase befday sy.awk nynyi lagu aishiteru.mase 2 sy yakin yg awk masih syg sy.dan pd hary 2 jgakla sy dpt taw yg awk dpt upsi.sy mcm sronok sbb awk ckp nt awk na jumpe sy.yela kte ta pnah jmpe mase kapel,ape slhnye jmpe as a fren kn?tp saat 2 sy taw yg satu ary nt sy mgkin akn kehilangan awk.ternyata skrg ble awk da at sane,awk berubah.kate2 awk sgt menyedihkn.alasan yg awk bg lgsung ta munasabah.awk,cubela awk phm isi haty sy!cubela awk hargai sy.n dont be too ego.ye sy taw sy ta sempurna,sy ni ta cantik,tp xbole k awk menilai kesetiaan sy?sy pon xtaw knp sy bodo still syg awk pdhal awk dh bhgia ngan org lain.ble tgk org lain bhgia,aty terusik ' ak xley bhgia jgak k? ' .
dlu sy na tgglkn awk sblom sy syg awk tlalu jaoh,tp awk buad sy rase serba slh.dan skrg,awk tgglkn sy tanpa rase bslh lgsung.dlu awk ckp awk perlukn sy dlm idop awk.tp kan awk,ble awk mara sy,sy nie mcm bkn gf awk.awk buad mcm sy ni tade prsaan.sy mrajok tp awk bole kn ckp sy ni mintak simpati.hmm.sy ta mintak pon simpati awk 2.sy mintak awk phm sy.hope kwn2 ak bhgie.ak bhgie ble tgk korg bhgie.ye btol ckp syamira.kan bagus kalo kte mcm dlu,xde sdih2,xde kkcewaan.dlu bez sgt.kte owg tujuh owg hepy je slalu.mmg indah saat 2.yela lps PMR,kteowg lepak same2.kteowg share smue bnde same2.komplot same2.dlu idop hepy sgt2,ary2 glak jela kejenye ngan dieowg.kteowg cat pagar seri intan.even pnat tp kteowg ttap buad same2.yela dinding tnggi kte owg yg kne buad smue.dak2 len kureng tggl je mcm 2.lps cat,kteowg main kad UNO.bez gle la.mane taknye ade yg smpai dpt kad draw 20.hv a sweet moment at dat time.but it was gone.smuenye dh bawa hala tuju msing2.skola pon da xsame.lain sgt.sgalenye da brubah.now im alone.huh.blog ni la tmpt ak ckp bnde2 sentimental mcm ni.sape lg.kakak xde.cousin jaoh.skali skala je jumpe.hmm,now im still cant 4get about him.about his voice,about his favourite.yaa yaa.he is not mine.i know it!
Wednesday 12 October 2011
dedicated to my dear frenz,truth frenz 4eva.
assalam.first of all thanks syaa,bibo n poka 4 d letter yg susah na bukak 2.spesial ade 2 sampul lak tuhh :)
ak nk mintak maap kt korang.ak taw smue tuh.ak mmg tgh nk lupekn die.ye mmg die sakitkn aty ak byk kali,but i dont know y i still love him,still cant forget about him.ha,korang ta yah la risau psl ak.ak taw jage diri ak.ak ta bmaksud yg ak xsuke cara korg bg nasihat at ak ni.tp ak rase cm xsdap aty la korg care psl ak.ak xksah.bia ak sdih sorg2 pon xpe.ak xmintak simpati pon.acc ak sdar yg ak ni hanye mnunggu dgn sia2.ak taw yg ak juz diprmainkn je.maybe nasib ak.n mungkin ak yg khilaf.n maybe gak ni ujian utk ak.ak taw maybe ade hikmah d sbalik ni.syaa,dont worry.gamba die mmg ak da dlete tp still ade simpan utk buat knangan.ak ta taw npe ak ta ley na pdm smue mcj2 die.bg ak,itula sweet memory ak ngan die.ak sdar mungkin die mmg bkn utk ak.but i really love him even ak ta knl die,ta pnah jumpe die,ta taw die baik k jht.tp seriously im said 2 u dat i dont want dis feeling.prsaan syg 2 dtg dgn sndri syaa..mmg bto ape yg ang ckp,tade ape yg istimewa at die,tp prsaan syg ak at die bkn ak yg nk.kalo bole ak pon xnk prsaan ni.sakit.ak syggggg korg smue sgt2.kte kwn smpai ble2.ak taw korg buat ni smue sbb xnk tgk ak skit aty kn?im ok.ak hepy kn ble ngan korg?ak knl korg dlu dr yus.of course ak akn plih korg.ak knl korg lg lame dr ak knl yus.ye.mgkin die akn jd sejarah dlm idop ak.err,vdeo ni utk korg
sory vdeo ni cam nie.tp tuhh ta pnting.yg pnting korg dnga ape yg ak nk ckp.
i LOVE u all my dear frens!<3 . thnks sbb slama ni korg sanggup jd kwn ak,bg smangat at ak.nothing dat i can say,im really grateful 2 hv a nice frens like u all.frens 4eva oke!:))
ak nk mintak maap kt korang.ak taw smue tuh.ak mmg tgh nk lupekn die.ye mmg die sakitkn aty ak byk kali,but i dont know y i still love him,still cant forget about him.ha,korang ta yah la risau psl ak.ak taw jage diri ak.ak ta bmaksud yg ak xsuke cara korg bg nasihat at ak ni.tp ak rase cm xsdap aty la korg care psl ak.ak xksah.bia ak sdih sorg2 pon xpe.ak xmintak simpati pon.acc ak sdar yg ak ni hanye mnunggu dgn sia2.ak taw yg ak juz diprmainkn je.maybe nasib ak.n mungkin ak yg khilaf.n maybe gak ni ujian utk ak.ak taw maybe ade hikmah d sbalik ni.syaa,dont worry.gamba die mmg ak da dlete tp still ade simpan utk buat knangan.ak ta taw npe ak ta ley na pdm smue mcj2 die.bg ak,itula sweet memory ak ngan die.ak sdar mungkin die mmg bkn utk ak.but i really love him even ak ta knl die,ta pnah jumpe die,ta taw die baik k jht.tp seriously im said 2 u dat i dont want dis feeling.prsaan syg 2 dtg dgn sndri syaa..mmg bto ape yg ang ckp,tade ape yg istimewa at die,tp prsaan syg ak at die bkn ak yg nk.kalo bole ak pon xnk prsaan ni.sakit.ak syggggg korg smue sgt2.kte kwn smpai ble2.ak taw korg buat ni smue sbb xnk tgk ak skit aty kn?im ok.ak hepy kn ble ngan korg?ak knl korg dlu dr yus.of course ak akn plih korg.ak knl korg lg lame dr ak knl yus.ye.mgkin die akn jd sejarah dlm idop ak.err,vdeo ni utk korg
sory vdeo ni cam nie.tp tuhh ta pnting.yg pnting korg dnga ape yg ak nk ckp.
i LOVE u all my dear frens!<3 . thnks sbb slama ni korg sanggup jd kwn ak,bg smangat at ak.nothing dat i can say,im really grateful 2 hv a nice frens like u all.frens 4eva oke!:))
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