hey ! haih apela nasib . baru je 2 minggu keje at kfc . enjoy keje at situ tp na buat mcm mane , trpakse . ingtkn na keje bia busy ckit idop ak so tade la ak ingtkn DIE sgt then bole lupekn die . kwn2 at kfc smue sporting . bez coz dieowg buat ak hepy je . lgpon bez frens keje at situ gak . tp syg ta dpt keje same2 ngan syaa , pinaz , jue n eton . hurm , tapela utk abg ak jgak n utk my mom . rase na keje balik tp aty nie berbelah bagi . erghhh ! tape , redha . pejam celik pejam celik dh na abis bulan january dh . haih nt result kuar . nervous dohh . skrg ni blaja kete . quite oke . ckgu die pon bez la . ha jelez at alya coz die dh na test JPJ dh . means nt die dpt P . cptnye jelez tahuuu ! nie dh lame ta on FB . tah ape cter ta taw . last ble ak dpt komen dr yus . ermm . ak ta tahu dan ta phm . ak blur . ak ingt na kol die n luahkn ape yg ak rase . ak ta ckp yg ak je btol , die slh but ak nakkn kepastian dr die . ak dh ta larat tggu somethng yg tade penghujungye . ak trtanye tanye yg die still ingt ak or x .
tp ak taw die msti xsuke kalo ak kol die . ak xtaw na buat ape . ak rndukn die ,.mcm mane na buat die taw yg ak rndukn die ?? ta taw mcm mane lg na buat die taw yg ak sygkn die . knp die seksa prsaan ak mcm ni .
sakitkn aty ak . ckp na dtg ipoh tp ? im feel dissapointed u know . mlm new year ak dpt mcj dr die , 'hope thiz year will bring u happiness' . haih perli kea ?? tah ble kau mcj , ak rase bnci dgn kau . act ak ta bnci pon , ak syg kau . tp prngai kau tuhh yg buat ak bnci . kau tade prasaan lgsung ! cuba la phm aty ak . perlu k ak ckp yg ak majok ? perlu k ak ckp ak sakit aty ? perlu k ak ckp ak nk kau ? kau pnah ade saat ak prlukn kau ? ak pnah ade saat kau prlukn ak kan ? bukan ke dlu kau tanye ak ape ciri2 laki idaman ak ? ak juz nk someone yg phm ak . nahh knp skrg kau ta bole phm ak ? kau ta phm isi aty ak . kau ta phm yg ak sygkn kau coz kau tetap dgn ego kau ! ak bnci dgn ego kau tuhh . ak pon confused kau skjap mcm ni , skjap mcm tuhh . ak confused kau syg ak ataw kau hanye mainkn ak ? ape ertinye air mate mase mlm tu ? lagu dadali - d saat ak mncntaimu . yes , we've a fight . tah kadang2 ak rase bodoh coz still syg kau even kau dh buat mcm2 at ak . kau ta pnah hargai ak . ckp mcm hampeh je . bkn kau k mcj , 'kte still kwn lg kn?' . heyh , kalo kwn ade k ko mcj ak as a fren ? tanye kbr and so on ? ade ? mmg ssah ak na lpekn knangan tu tp ak cube utk lpekn kau . ak bdoa supaye Tuhan buangkn prsaan syg ak at kau . but ak buntu . baru2 ni ak mimpi ak jumpe kau . tp kau mcm ta knl ak but i know that was u . and in my dream , a girl whom is ur sis call u 'rayyan' . whats that mean ? only u know that 'rayyan' . im crying u know . think of u all the night . but u never think of me . never sms me . im waiting 4 ur sms or call but u havent do it . maybe we r not meant to be together , but im pray to Allah , plis let me forget about u if u r not my fate . but until now , i cant . i dont know y . plis let me understand . i want ur explanation or something that can make me know about our situation .
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